until i speak again....

this you will hear, is never shared with anyone....
this is the song, that made me cry my mom's death
....
the tears, the words of my soul....
were many

O lovers! O lovers! I have lost my cup!
I have tasted the wine that does not fit into cups.
I am drunk with the wine of min ladunn*, inform the prosecutor
I have brought him and you some of that wine to taste!
I have brought him and you some of that wine to taste!
O king of the truthful! have you ever seen and impostor like me?
With your lively servants I am alive,
With the dead ones I am dead!
With heart-ravishing beauties, beauties, I am in bloom like a flower bush
With cold-hearted deniers [of you], I am dispassionate like the autumn.

Rumi
(Divan 1371:1-4)

*Note: A reference to the frequently cited Sufi concept 'ilm-i ladunni
(a knowledge from the divine presence)
alluding specifically to chapter 18, verse 65 in the Qur'an:
... wa-'allamnahu min ladunna 'ilman
(... and we endowed him with knowledge of our own)